yey, an update! ^_^

it's been ages since my last post. i used to flood your inbox with my updates, but i've been busy since. doing what? being preoccupied with work, the "new" house, and running away from the world.

but i have recently been stripped of those i have depended on apart from the Lord.

on a rainy saturday morning, my supposed companion to a city far away due to traffic canceled. and in my rush to get to my destination, i left my phone behind. so i found myself praying for mercy that it wouldn't be flooding in manila and that i could actually enter the philippine general hospital and beg them to contact my big brother.

i got past the guards by introducing myself and showing my id. but i got lost in the first floor of the maze. i remembered that ward 10 was somewhere to the left of the entrance, but i couldn't find the stairs. so i kept walking and walking until i gathered the courage to ask where it was. i approached a nurse to ask if my brother was there. she said she didn't know if he was coming. so i explained my predicament. and the guy beside her overheard our conversation. he turned out to be dante, kuya's housemate for 6 years. i think i met him before, in that house with plenty of cats. he contacted my brother through his phone and introduced me to ann(e), who escorted me to the call room. it was really homey there. my brother called after a while and then instructed me to have my ecg taken at the laboratory across the hospital. i got lost again. i went the wrong way twice. when i finally got back, he was waiting for me in the call room. he took a sample of my blood then we went to the cashier's then to their laboratory. it was like a tour through hogwarts with its secret passages. only less magical. we had lunch at the canteen for the doctors. they have really great prices for good food. we had chicken ala king with rice, veggies, iced tea, and leche flan for around 80php.

i went home by myself. i took a cab. and breakup songs were playing throughout the trip. i went to sleep when i got home then ate dinner with del and then settled some things before going to sleep.

i got lost, but i'm not lost anymore. praise God! ^_^